Intergrity?!!

What happened to a person’s integrity?!! I went shopping on Sunday and someone stole my phone. I had my phone and then it was gone. I was hoping it was just lost. Called my phone; no one answered. I also texted my phone and offered a reward for the return of my phone. I went back to the store and search for it and asked customer service... Nothing! When I got home I logged onto the carrier's website and saw that a bunch of calls were made to Mexico. The stupid idiot didn't even dial some of the numbers right. You have to dial the country code... Dumba$$!!! Well I had my phone replaced. Unfortunately the phone I have was unavailable so they gave me an alternate. It came yesterday. I like my old phone better. I have to get used to this one. The thing I am most upset is the loss of photos and videos. It was one of those things... I really need to upload these and never got around to it. Now I will be more mindful of keeping up with that. But I still can't believe the lack of integrity some people have.

Back to normal

Back to normal... I feel all messed up. I would really just love to get back to normal. I am so tired mentally and physically. My allergies and asthma have been so bad recently. I have been taking my rescue inhaler multiple times a day. *frowns*. I can't exercise because I can't breath. Went to the doctor's and they gave me Advair. Have to take that twice a day. I've been doing that now for a week and a half. Mind you, I have forgotten a dosage here and there but have taken it at least once a day on those days I have forgotten. This stuff makes me so sleepy in the afternoon... At least I think it is this stuff!! I have to see the ENT about my sinuses, deviated septum, and polyps. Should have this fixed a few years back when I found out about it but I didn't. Guess I was a bit scared to go under the knife. I am committing to getting it done this year. I think it will be helpful in my breathing - that's what the doctor is telling me. Maybe that will help me go back to feeling normal. Well, it would be a start.

Letting go...

Learning to let go. Learning to let go of something that has hurt you is easier said then done. It is especially harder when a trust you had in someone was lost. What are the steps you take to let go of the hurt and build the trust?

Change of heart...

My heart was broken...
by actions and words spoken.

You had a change of heart
and decided not to part.

So tired of feeling lonely and blue
I want so much to believe you.

I know there are things we have to adjust
We need to rebuild and form that trust.

Is this a new life we have just begun?
I only hope I am your ture and only one!

Dog Training

Looking for a Dog Trainer....I would suggest Canine Dimensions. Had my dog trained through them and got really good results. It is In-Home Training so they come to your house and give you the tools, after all the dog has to learn how to listen to you. They have different programs so be sure to ask. www.caninedimensions.com

It Matters to Me

It Matters to Me Lyrics
Faith Hill
Baby tell me where'd you ever learn
To fight without sayin' a word-
Waltz back into my life
Like it's all gonna be alright
Don't you know how much it hurts-

When we don't talk
When we don't touch
When it doesn't feel like we're even in love
It matters to meeee
When I don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you(-)
How can I make you see,
It matters to meeeeeee

Baby I still don't understand
The distance between a woman and a man
So tell me how far it is
And how you can love like this
'Cause I'm not sure I can

When we don't talk
When we don't touch
When it doesn't feel like we're even in love
It matters to me
When I don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to meeeeeeee

Oh and I don't know what to say
Don't know what to do
Don't know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see

Oh It matters to me
Oh it matters to me
It matters to meeeeeee

I Guess You Get Used To Somebody

"I Guess You Get Used To Somebody"
TIM McGRAW

I thought I felt you touch my cheek this morning
But I must've been dreaming
And in the middle of the night without a warning
I thought I heard you breathing
Me and my so-called independence
I've got this loneliness that's so relentless
I guess you get used to somebody
Kinda like having them around

I guess you get used to the way they make you happy
Bring you up when you're feeling down
I never dreamed when I was letting you go that
I would wake up and miss you this much
I guess you get used to somebody, I guess you get used to being loved

I kinda miss those rambling conversations
Where we'd talk about nothing
The way you always made me laugh at my frustrations
Baby that was something
I should've been careful what I wished for
'Cause I've got my freedom and so much more

I guess you get used to somebody
Kinda like having them around
I guess you get used to the way they make you happy
Bring you up when you're feeling down
I never dreamed when I was letting you go that
I would wake up and miss you this much
I guess you get used to somebody, I guess you get used to being loved

I never dreamed when I was letting you go that
I would wake up and miss you this much
I guess you get used to somebody
I guess you get used to being loved
I guess you get used to somebody I guess you get used to being loved